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| User name: | mohsin |
| Email: | mohsinmunawar@hotmail.com |
| Name: | Mohsin Munawar |
| Location: | Rawalpindi |
| Website: | http://mohsinmunawar.blogspot.com/ |
| Bio: | Well! It is really very difficult to explain myself. I am an extremist in everything. If my mood is good, its the best, and if it is bad, its the worst. I never understood the meaning of NORMAL. In my dictionary there is nothing between the extreme points. I have made a lot many asisine mistakes in my past. Even after trying to make up for it, I was never able to fill up the holes, my mistakes had made, in my relation to others, in my studies, in my thinking.
One thing I never understood is that why is it always me who changes myself, my habits for other people, why don't people change themselves for me ? LOVE... Another thing i was never able to understand. I always thought that I was the one doing the right, all the people around me were wrong but obviously sooner or later everybody comes to know in the end that its the other way round. People say that you should learn from other peoples' experiences. The example they usually give is, "You should take heed if someone says that fire burns, instead of putting your hand in it and checking it yourself." But I always checked it myself what is right and what is not because I always thought that someone who had put his hand in the fire would have learnt the lesson in a scabrous fasion but his understanding to that thing would be a lot better than those who have not experienced it. I got many chances to do things that would surely have made my life a lot better but I never availed them even when I knew that it would cost me heavily. I regret all I did in my past now. I know its late now. It all makes me feel a lot guilty, the lies I made, people who suffered because of my stupid mistakes, the things i did that harmed others emotionally or physically, the things I did that have in the end harmed me. I never shared myself to simply any person in the world, whether its my parents or my best friends and that thing has the biggest hand in making me what I am. I like difficulties. I always choose the harder way to do anything. I create lot much confusion. No one understands the meaning of what I say and do, not even me. I think a lot. Whether its something stupid or serious, i will keep thinking about it till i get the whole meaning of it, the depth of it and why that thing happened or was said to someone. And these days I am trying my best to make up for everything I did wrong. I hope the quotation, "Its never too late.", is correct. |
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| Birthdate: | Nov 25, 1988 |
| Occupation: | Student |
| Skills: | C BASIC C++ Visual Basic VB .NET C++/BCL C++/.NET Java |
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| Number of posts: | 1 |
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